But then of course...

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 20:20:31 GMT

Friends Only

if i have time i might come back and a banner.
you know the drill. add me and ill add you back <3

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 04:07:58 GMT

i think im making this friends only.
new years eve at matts. framster. yea.
im so tired.
im not making a new years revolution.
i will tell you a couple things i learned though.
people will come and go, but the ones who are there for you are ones you never should let go.
dont waste your time on people that dont make you happy.
some people never will change no matter how much you want them too.
even if you fall, you dont have to stay down there<3333333333333333

im stronger than that.
i will wait for you, but i wont wait forever
yea um break ended to fast and i need to fucking sleep. goodnight.

after all we're still the same these empty promises never seem to change

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 15:53:39 GMT

yesturday hung out with mike matt heather amie alysha so funny although i got kicked into the tv haha mikes penus was talking lol...then last night spent the night at alyshas. i love christmas break. its too short though.

merry christmas everyone <3

well its tommorrow but im gonna be visiting family all day today and tommorrow.

stop saying you love me- show it...

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 03:33:30 GMT

friday hung out with greg and alysha went to mikes usualy stuff
the rest of the weekend i swear i spent either shopping with people or working. but i now am completly done christmas shopping. i got an awesome new cell phone too...same number though.

today i managed to spin out driving home from the mall with alison..it was scary then had after practice i had the privilage of scraping frozen butter off my car. Also fell and hurt my knee real bad. ouch. oh well payback is more fun :)
well im off to finish wrapping presents and i have tons of homework i really should do. its too cold outside we really need a snow day.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 17:20:16 GMT

i suck at life.

you keep pushing people towards the edge, they'll fall over.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 00:02:28 GMT

although parts of my weekend were very shitty, im feeling so much better.
im oh so glad i found out some of the things i did.

fucking discusting.

this weeek will be very busy. monday- wintergaurd tuesday-nhs thing wednesday-wintergaurd thursday-concert.

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 00:09:42 GMT

well hope everyone had a happy turkey day :)
mine was okay had to march in the parade this year again but we won best band lol. played spagettios. haha. the day after me and my mom were one of the phycho people out shopping...dont remember what i else ive been up to. worked alot lately.
my mom wants to move at the end of this year and she asked me if i would really be upset if i didnt stay at fraser for my senior year.
i do want to finish my last year of high school with my friends but it could be a good change to go to a new school. i really dont know.
ahh i want to be at the static lullaby concert right now.
i have to add this i found it too awesome:


rain is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

I AM: very tired
I WANT: to call someone
I HAVE: ears
I WISH: things were different.
I HATE: spiders.
I FEAR: uhh i have a fear fears.
I HEAR: song im listening too
I SEARCH: for answers?
I WONDER: why im filling this out lol
I REGRET: nothing at the moment
I LOVE: hot chocolate
I ALWAYS: eat
I AM NOT: a good singer
I DANCE: all the time
I SING: when im listening to a song i like or im really happy
I CRY: when i cant hold it in
I AM NOT ALWAYS: smart.
I WIN: you lose
I LOSE: people
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: someone
I WOULD: talk to people
I SHOULD: take a nap

YES or NO:

YOU KEEP A DIARY: not really
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yea :) i dont burn things down either
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yea
YOU HAVE GOALS FOR THE FUTURE: sorta

DO YOU...?

HAVE A CRUSH: alsdkjflaskdjf
WANT TO GET MARRIED: when im older
WANT TO HAVE KIDS: when im older
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: ha no way.
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: i love them.
BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: not really
BELIEVE IN GOD: yea
BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING: yup

FAVORITES:

NUMBER: 7
COLOR: blue
DAY: friday
MONTH: June
SONG(S): hurricane//something corporate
SEASON: summertime
DRINK: pop
PART OF YOUR BODY: eyes
MOVIE: finding nemo
PLACE TO KISS: lips
RESTURANT: taco bell :)

PREFERENCES:

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: both
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla

IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? yea
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
GOTTEN SICK? am sick currently
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
SAID 'i love you'?: yea
HEARD 'i love you'?: yea
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yea
MISSED AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: ha yea had a lot of those lately
MISSED SOMEONE? god yes.
HUGGED SOMEONE? dunno
HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE? nope
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? my mom over going to the doctors today
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? not really

outside im trying, inside im dying...

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 03:04:51 GMT

im not sure if anyone reads this thing anymore but i feel like updating..
you cant get by in life by treating everyone around you like crap and you cant let others treat you that way.
friends arnt supposed to just push you over. im not sitting around and letting people who are supposed to be my friends play such immature games. think about it, also consider the fact im done with this. your either there for me or your not, your choice.

well my weekend was okay. saturday had to work went to the play, went to alyshas then to my dads. dont really remember what i did on sunday. today school went by fast for a monday went to taco bell with alison then tryouts..went okay.

congrats to my cousin<3

he was only trouble and now im better off..
cheers to new beginnings<3

did i ever mention i love halloween?

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 21:54:19 GMT

so yesturday went to krystinas party then a bunch of people came over my house and the other party by my house was practically moved to my lawn ha it was very random and fun. i was close to getting in trouble but didnt. i remember blowing my nose on mike and amie scary off some random people lmao. oh and alysha with her ice haha. it was an intresting night lol. sry if i was a bitch to anyone. not sure what im doing yet today...Happy Halloween :)

tarnished hope

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 23:29:24 GMT

last weekend my sister and friends threw me a surprise bday party hah <3 i love you guys...
dont remember much from the week but this weekend was intresting...
friday had practice went to sams for bit then went to a haunted house way out in pontiac..it was pretty creepy. but i love haunted houses.
saturday i worked for like 5 hours then went over to amies and they started watching some dumb movie left and went to heathers for a while..she had a bunch of people over..then i was supposed to go the movies but we ended up not going so me and heather went over brians for a bit and then went to my dads.

huh i think history does repeat itself.
in the strangest ways too.
worked again today and now i have a bunch of math homework i have to catch up on..

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / Street you live on):
Maggie Woodbine
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather's first name):
Doritos Alfred
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant):
hot taco bell
4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot):
salt port austin
5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied):
amanBa fraser
6. "FLY Girl" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial / First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name):
A. Le
7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight / Any Liquid in Your Kitchen):
pop juice
8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal / Where You Went to High School):
Duck Fraser
9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate / Your Favorite Alcoholic Beverage): pudding vadka
10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name / Street Where You First Lived):
Jenn Fall
11. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy / Last Name Of Favorite Musician):
Snickers

my birthday :)

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 20:36:02 GMT

yeahhh
im finally 16 :)
and i got my liscence
today was pretty good.
i have to work at 6 which sux.
but hey im legal ;) lol

Homecoming...

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 16:19:30 GMT

so last week me sarah moe and their friend went and saw the used!! even tho we got lost in downtown detroit it was so worth it and we got to meet them too ha...

i got my car :)

and i also took my road test on friday and passed the went to the pep assembly..rev it up lol..
anyways saturday was homecoming! went to the parade and game then straight to alyshas house to get ready her aunt did my hair then we took tons of pictures (me being a dumbass left my camera at the dance) our group was big we ended up spliting up for dinner and then went to the dance. i think this dance was the best one ive been to yet...danced so much it so much was fun. i think my toe broke haha...after that went over mikes and hung around there for a while then came back to alyshas and just passed out.
i gotta get ready family birthday party thing today at my dads..

2 days till my birthday..

quack.

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 21:58:36 GMT

yesturday woke up early at eshas and then had a football game the usual stuff and we lost again...then went back over alyshas...me alysha heather mike amie ken kellie chris danielle jamie all went up to a cider mill and then just came back and hung around over there came home and got into a nice fight with my mom because she lost my work cloths and blamed it on me and then went to my dads. today had work which i dont have any hours for the rest of this week its a job im supposed to actually work at it lol...then went out to eat for my dads birthday.
im starting to really miss dance i could still sign up but i dunno.
"im just a typical white male living in detriot" haha..
2 weeks and 2 days till my birthday :D
and im almost done with divers training yeahh.
and i have a homecoming dress too.
ive been so busy this week im so tired.
and i dont feel like updating this thing anymore :)

look for the girl with a broken smile...she will be loved...

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 22:37:32 GMT

last weekend was pretty good...
attempted to find a homecoming dress- still looking...
today was pretty goood too...
i got my phone back same number call it :)
me and my mom have started searching for a used car now so if anyone sees anything let me know...

i N f O r M A t I o N
.:. name: Amanda
.:. single or taken: single
.:. sex: Female
.:. birthday: 10/12/88
.:. siblings: lauren
.:. hair color: brownish blonde
.:. eye color: brown/green

F a S h I o N
.:. where is your favorite place to shop: idk wherever i find good clothes...the mall lol..
.:. any tattoos or piercings: two in each ear and belly button

S p E c I f I c S
.:. do you do drugs?: nOpe
.:. what kind of shampoo do you use?: idk
.:. what are you most scared of?: a couple things
.:. who is the last person that called you?: dunno
.:. where do you want to get married?: outside or in a church i guess
.:. how many buddies are online right now?: 38
.:. what would you change about yourself?: my butt lol

F a V o R i T e S
.:. color: idk...blue
.:. food: ice cream
.:. boys names: umm matt zach jason
.:. girls names: something unique like arial lol
.:. subjects in school: english
.:. animals: dolphines
.:. sports: to watch- football..to play-basketball

H a V e Y o U e V e R
.:. given anyone a bath?: yea
.:. smoked?: not really
.:. bungee jumped?: not yet
.:. made yourself throw up?: no
.:. skinny dipped?: no
.:. ever been in love?: ...
.:. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yup lol
.:. cried when someone died?: Yeaa
.:. lied: yea who hasnt?
.:. fallen for your best friend?: eh no
.:. been rejected?: yea kinda
.:. rejected someone?: yup lol
.:. used someone?: no
.:. done something you regret?: kinda yea

C u R r E n T
.:.clothes: skirt and black shirt
.:. music: she will be loved..
.:. make-up: nothing but mascara (thats all i ever wear usually)
.:. annoyance: my mom
.:. smell: dinner
.:. favorite group: uh taking back sunday or atreyu or something corporate
.:. desktop picture: clouds
.:. book your reading: nothing at the momment
.:. in cd player: dunno
.:. in dvd player: dunno
.:. color of toenails: pink

A r E y O u
.:. understanding: i think
.:. open-minded: usually
.:. interesting: of course
.:. random: sometimes
.:. hungry: no i just ate
.:. smart: yea
.:. moody: hmm not usually
.:. hard working: sometimes
.:. organized: yea i guess
.:. healthy: no i eat junk food all the time lol
.:. shy: sometimes
.:. difficult: i dont think so?
.:. attractive: sure
.:. bored easily: yea haha
.:. messy: my room always is

R a N d O m
.:.In the morning i am: tired
.:. all i need is: love?
.:. love is: just...love
.:. i dream about: haha i had a wierd dream i got hit with a ball and lost my teeth..yea i have weird dreams lol

O p P o S i T e
.:. what do you notice first: EYES and face
.:. last person you slow danced with: i dont remember
.:. worst question to ask: uhh i dunno something embarrassing
.:. makes you laugh the most: :)
.:. makes you smile: :)
:. who do you have a crush on: ....
.:. who has a crush on you: eh i know of like 2 ppl

D o Y o U
.:. sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you: nope
.:. wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no
.:. wish you were younger: uhh no i appareantly look younger than i am already
.:. cried because someone said something to you?: yea who hasnt

F i N a L q U e S t I o N s
.:. do you like fillings these out?: when im bored
.:. gold or silver: Silver
.:. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: exorcist?
.:. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nothing
.:. who would you love being locked in a room with?: thats kinda creepy..idk
.:. could you live without your computer?: yes but id be bored
.:. would you color your hair?: yea
.:. could you ever get off the computer?: yea i do
.:. habla espanol?: si
.:. how many people are on your buddy list?: 179
.:. drink alcohol?: occasionaly

Type your username using your..

NOSE: loestjui53ete3z
ELBOW: loosdtnureeyez
TONGUE: lostnureeyez
CHIN: ,olostgnujhreedyhez
FOOT: lodstgjuhrfeedyuedxx
EYES SHUT: lostnureeyez
eyes closed and one finger: lostnutrryez
back of my hand: oostnmujredehxz
palm: lostgnujreeyeaz
wrist: oo9swtnu5rtr3yuerxz

when she falls down..

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 00:58:03 GMT

im an idiot and broke my phone.
a nice chunk of it is just hanging out.
school was nothing special today.
love when people make up shit.
had marching band practice in the rain today.
starting breaking down in the middle of it.
and now i have a huge headache.
and tons of math homework i should be doing rigth now.
and thats my shitty day.

ducktape

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 18:59:00 GMT

thursday heather krista and laurie all came over for a while. oh also my first day of work which was ok.
friday we had our first football game...i had such a bad headache that day but go fraser we lost 47-7 haha anyways after the game went and spent the night at alyshas we attempted to duck tape her to the couch haha...
oh yea my dad grounded me for leaving my straigtener on all day because straightners can burn houses down. lol.
right. i got out of that one tho of course...

saturday went over sarahs house where later we went crusin with some people and got in an accident by backing into a car behind us...went and spent the night at sarahs.
sundaylet see work 1-5 which was kinda boring but not bad...then went to amies went to meijers with alysha n mike then me amie mike alan heather david kellie ken n chris all went the park and just chilled. then heather n amie spent the night at my house last night at like midnight and we all attempted to bake a cake for heather when she ruinded it by dumping butter spray in it and we attempted to save it by pouring sugar in it haha...

HAPPY SWEET 16 HEATHER!!! <333
and then they all left a little while ago and i went out to eat with my mom and sister..i think im moving back over my moms house soon? not sure tho...ok now im off to clean the mess we made in the kitchen and then im out call...

so long sweet summer...

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 21:05:45 GMT

Camp was deffinitly interesting...overall it was pretty fun...i think we made the lime green thong pretty well known haha :)...yesturday was the last day of summer (suran wrap haha) kinda sad i think this summer has been the best one yet i had alot of fun...things are going by so fast and soon were all gonna be busy with jobs and shit and then off to college...god im not even sure what im doing when i get outta here...but i <3 all of you guys so much june 16th...
first day of school was really good considering i hate first days usually

anyways heres my schuedual:
1. german 3-simmerson
2. intro to calc-ladson
3. forensics-obrien
4. seminar-ibrahim
5. honors english-hanley
6. concert band-rodgers
7. economics-ibrahim
8. chemistry-johnson

im done with this and im very frustrated with some crap lasdjfladsjfladsjf and my phones ringing again...

some summer memmories :)

**cedar point**getting kicked out of taco bell haha**seriously**the curb haha and lawns**dooley park ghost**the kid who parties with m&m and 50 cents**our big prank war hahaha**coney island-2.50**driving down in the D for no reason**roll the window down...no roll it back up haha...**band camp**high five**finally getting to play monopoly when alysha wasnt home haha**amie running out of the exorcist in tears and then our friends who followed us haha**suran wrap**Q:what does a screen door and a blonde have in commen? A:they both get looser as you bang them.**theres a party in your mouth and everyones cuming haha**mullet bug**

i wanna hang on to something that wont break away or fall apart...like the pieces of my heart...

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 03:45:56 GMT

I finally have a job :)

go me. lol other than that was up at the state fair all day and got soaked in the rain. some carney gipped us lol.
hmm band camp next week...that should be fun...

From the 90's...
(Bold all the ones that apply to you)

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer Can't touch this, bebbeh. (HAMMER TIME!)
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales." almost
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You played the game "MASH"
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF
22. You wanted to be a Goonie.
23. You ever wore flourescent clothing.
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...at times
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals
34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.
41. You remember Popples.
42. "Don't worry, be happy."
43. You wore socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down.
45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies.
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell."
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - "YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME"
55. You played and or collected "Pogs."
56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger

you think youve changed..its only wishful thinking...

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 04:40:48 GMT

well today was a much better day lol...went to my grandmas where my awesome driving skills dented a gate lol ooops :)...came home and later a bunch of us went out to eat and got bitched at lol haha the pink bike kid then it ended up being me alysha heather ken mike sara amie stephanie and alan we all went driving around haha mikes a crazy driver..then alans car broke down and ken randomly decided to moon us all haha...pretty crazy day lol...came home and talked on the phone for a bit and now im here lol...
ughh i gotta wake up early tommorrow..
and ive been home for like 2 days and havent even unpaked yet...

i guess some promises are better left unsaid...

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 23:24:00 GMT

hmm im actually gonna write in this thing lol...

well i havent been home all week i was up north with my dad...the day before i was busy packing and shopping for school then left went to see a band played got squished and had to sit on everyones feet :p but that was a horrible day...
honeslty...i was miserable the whole week before i left.

well up north was ok...i pretty much hung out with derek kim josh dave and lauren all week...derek ran smack into the picknic table haha poor kid...haha also our stick lol...other than that just did the usualy stuff swimming and horse-back riding. yeaaa so now im back home alysha randomly picked me up went over there sara heather and amie came too...glad amies home <3

jeez now its raining again lol...
you know how somethings happen and without realizing it they might effect you more than you think? and not how youd think either. and you realize something in your life needs to change to stop this. but at the same time you feel almost trapt?
guess im just so tired of this and no one has a clue what im saying...

ahh well im out for the night might update later if your lucky ;)<3333333

stubling through all this static....

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 04:15:22 GMT

i got all my hair cut off...i think 12 inches.
and im donating it too :)
i miss having long hair tho lol.

real friends would see the pain in your eyes...and actually c a r e....

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 17:17:16 GMT

saturday i went shopping with my mom then babysat all day nothing too special...yesturday i woke up late talked to heather and krista and played cards jammed to old music lol came home and sarah came over...she stalks hot emo guys lol :) i havent seen her in forever <333...greg what happened you never called me??
just got home from practice beach was today but i dont think thats gonna happen....

BOLD the truth.
ITALICISE the half truth.
Add 5 of your own at the end.

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with cars.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I drive a truck.
06. I am a libra.
07. I like vodka.
08. I love Degrassi.
09. I can't live without hygenic products.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
12. I spend money I don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
18. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizarre.
27. One of my close friends is gay.
28. I have way too many bikini underwear.
29. I've seen "gone with the wind" at least 45 20 times.
30. I usually dress how I feel that day.
31. I love 'Sex and the City'!
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. I love winter.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I'm afraid of flying.
40. I hate drama.
41. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I hate racist people.
55. i hate my computer.
56. I love girls that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
61. I enjoy cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I love black underwear.
64. I like John Mayer.
65. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I want to go to Greece.
67. i dont't like to study for tests.
68. I belive in God.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a horrible sense of direction.
71. I love(d) high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
73. I'm a momma's boy.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color pink.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have green(ish) eyes.
78. I think the Olsen Twins are hot.
79. I played soccer for 14 years.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Anna Kournikove is my dream girl.
84. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained
85. I love my family.
86. I hate needles.
87. I am a perfectionist.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I love pictures.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
101. I fear rejection.
102. I'm addicted to starbucks.
103. I spin in my computer chair.
104. I'm afraid of commitment.
105. I have a big forehead.
106. I love writing letters.
107. I have a sibling.
108. I plan on marrying rich.
109. I am secretly an FBI secret agent.
110. I like Abercrombie & Fitch.
111. My favorite color combination is pink & green.
112. My greatest and worst attribute is my brutal honesty.
113. I can totally compare my life with that of Holden Caufeild.
114. I tell things like they are; no sugar coating.
115. I'm completely obsessed with Lord of the Rings.
116. My favorite color is blue.
117. I love to write.
118. I love to read.
119. I'm hopelessly in love with Orlando Bloom
120. I talk to myself.
121. I am a hopeless romantic.
122. I hate ketchup with a passion.
123. Sometimes I name inanimate objects.
124. I have the greatest dogs in the world.
125. I fall asleep all the time.
126. i am obsessed with incense.
127. i would kill to be a flapper.
128. i wish i were my best friend.
129. i live by Frank Sinatra.
130. i read cheap romance novels from the early '20s.
131. I hate the Bush administration with a burning passion.
132. Without music, there is nothing.
133. I wish i lived in the 60's.
134. If Jim Morrison were alive, I would fuck him senseless.
135. I want nothing more than to travel and experience on my own.
136. i love nicole richie
137. im such a bitch
138. i wish i were at the cottage
139. i love chocolate
140. im on the verge of becoming a vegetarian
141. i have an addiction, but its not to drugs or alcohol.
142. Radiohead is my favorite band.
143. I idolize someone I dont even know
144. Without my cell phone, id be lost
145. I disagree with people for the sake of the argument
146. I can not live without my IPod.
147. I can not wait to escape the clutches of my parents and go away to college
148. I want my own apartment so i can go grocery shopping and i can smoke and have a pet dog.
149. I alphabetize my cd collection.
150. I love to read late at night when i come home at 2 am.
151. I'm a zebra print-aholic.
152. I drink at least one cup of chai tea a day.
153. I adore Ashlee Simpson.
154. I wish i could maintain happiness, or any feeling.
155. I'm too in love for my own good
156. i wish i could change the way i handle things
157. i regret many things ive said and done in the past
158. i miss the way things used to be...
159. i wish i got along better w/my brother
160. i could kill for a back massage right now
161. Feet gross me out.
162. Yay hooray for livejournals!
163. I love hanging out at the library.
164. Napoleon Dynamite is one of my favorite movies.
165. Boys confuse me.
166. I wish i could fly
167. I love accessories more than clothes
168. I want to go see a psychic
169. I hate when people call me dumb.
170. I can't stand when people try too hard.
171. I want to move to Spain.
172. I have awesome friends.
173. I love designer clothing/accessories/shoes.
174. I hate my pierod.
175. I want to be a journalist for the Chicago Times.
176. i have the worlds ugliest feet.
177. i wish i had a big but :)
178. i couldnt live without my friends.
179. im in band.
180. emo boys are hottt.

the prank war continues haha!!!!!!!!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 19:59:49 GMT

**Frah-town fireworks were sunday went early because im a band nerd and marched in the parade came home for a bit then went back up there....me and krista met a phychotic carnie who wouldnt let us off the damn ride we were stuck on it for like 45 minutes we started gagging when we got off!!! met up with alysha heather kyle and adam and walked around...ran into krystina bobby emilee shane and a bunch of other ppl i havent seen since school...we left blaring sum 41 haha cuz were cool like that and alysha heather me and shane went up to coney that was uhh intersting came home around 12...

**yesturday had pracice and was lazy all day...dentist threatend to kill my sister lol...heather and alysha came over for a bit and we had intresting conversations haha and shaving cream lol :) also got scared shitless haha...hmm dont know what im doing today but im absolutly loving this summer :)

i do believe in fairies...i do i do!!!

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 04:05:08 GMT

heres a shocker im actually updating this thing lol i need to change it tho...

Yesturday...had practice then my cousin (*the princess lol*) came over and we had a movie day tho the entire day i wanted to kill my sister tho lol..

Today...i woke up late of course but with a HUGE headache :( and then went over amandas house to help out and then ashley came back with me and we finished watching peter pan (i dont care how old he is HE'S HOTT lol) so i hear some wierd noises from my room and heather and alysha are breaking in through my window haha...somehow i ended up getting locked out and pulled an indiana jones move under my garage door :p and then i ended up falling off of alyshas car when they ran out of my house-i found the MESS they left in my room haha...i had to clean up the "party girl mess" my dad called it...what was he on? lol

FOR PICTURES GO TO HEATHERS JOURNAL!!!!
well after they all left suzy and the other heather stopped by for a while and then i left and just came home like an hour ago...amie called me from france...i miss you <3...

oh yea im getting my hair cut but im waiting for it to grow a little more so i can cut off 10 inches and send it into locks of love :)
and i never did get into trouble the other day :)

this is a long update...hmm not sure what im doing the rest of this week...toast..fireworks sunday ill see all you losers there lol :)

*BASICS*
name: amanda
age: 15
location: uhh fra-town :)

*CURRENT*
clothes: umm purple shirt and shorts
sound: my typing lol
hair: down and actually straight
taste: nothing
feeling: bored to be doing this lol
annoyance: you say one thing but dont mean it at all to me :-/

*LAST...*
thing you ate: candy lol
person you saw: my sister like 3 minutes ago
instant message: greg
phone call: heather prolly
person you yelled at: my sister???
kiss: adam
person who asked you out: jake
last cry: probaby when i fought with my dad a few days ago
last word said: i dunno
last movie you saw: peter pan duh :)

*RANDOM*
5 people you cant live without: 5? lets just say my family and friends lol
have a crush: ....
if so who: ....
your stranded on an island name 3 things you would bring: a plane to get out of there duhhhh lol
thing you want most: not sure?? to be happy i guess
what are you going to be when you grow up: a writer maybe
favorite color: blue :)
thing you wish you could change: a few but its not like i can change em
what superhero power would you have: either to fly or read minds lol
your given 1 wish what is it: for more wishes duhhh :)
any fears: spiders yuck
if your life was a book what would you call it: idk amanBas big adventure haha!!!!!!!!

..and everyday is just a phase....

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 00:08:46 GMT

WOW summers going by so fast for me...lets some recaps of what i cant remember lol.
*me and the chair**SERIOUSLY.seriously.**cha cha slide**poem wars**standing up...grr**saran wrap**Curbs and lawns**

lmao.went to the roseville fireworks..ran into a bunch of ppl..Met chris, the guy who parties with 50 cent and eminem (more like 50 cents and eminems lol)...yesturday went across the street(like lol)then to amies..alan david alysha kellie all came...wrestling lol and we swam at like 10..spent the night but got like no sleep interesting phone convo lol (retarT haha)hes a jerk. went to redoaks all day gotta nice tan :D

i dont start drama sry :) i hold alot in...other than that my parents are being phychotic. i keep getting bitched at for not being home and cant leave tonite. he tried to send me to bed like an hour ago. i HATE being treated like im fucking 5..
im going to the movies maybe later. saturday amie leaves for the summer sunday family bbq...why cant somethings just be back to the way they were?!?!