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[06 Jan 2005|03:09pm] |
Friends Only
if i have time i might come back and a banner.
you know the drill. add me and ill add you back <3
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[02 Jan 2005|10:58pm] |
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i think im making this friends only.
new years eve at matts. framster. yea.
im so tired.
im not making a new years revolution.
i will tell you a couple things i learned though.
people will come and go, but the ones who are there for you are ones you never should let go.
dont waste your time on people that dont make you happy.
some people never will change no matter how much you want them too.
even if you fall, you dont have to stay down there<3333333333333333
im stronger than that.
i will wait for you, but i wont wait forever
yea um break ended to fast and i need to fucking sleep. goodnight.
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| after all we're still the same these empty promises never seem to change |
[24 Dec 2004|10:47am] |
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yesturday hung out with mike matt heather amie alysha so funny although i got kicked into the tv haha mikes penus was talking lol...then last night spent the night at alyshas. i love christmas break. its too short though.
well its tommorrow but im gonna be visiting family all day today and tommorrow.
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| stop saying you love me- show it... |
[20 Dec 2004|10:24pm] |
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friday hung out with greg and alysha went to mikes usualy stuff
the rest of the weekend i swear i spent either shopping with people or working. but i now am completly done christmas shopping. i got an awesome new cell phone too...same number though.
today i managed to spin out driving home from the mall with alison..it was scary then had after practice i had the privilage of scraping frozen butter off my car. Also fell and hurt my knee real bad. ouch. oh well payback is more fun :)
well im off to finish wrapping presents and i have tons of homework i really should do. its too cold outside we really need a snow day.
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[15 Dec 2004|12:18pm] |
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i suck at life.
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| you keep pushing people towards the edge, they'll fall over. |
[05 Dec 2004|06:54pm] |
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although parts of my weekend were very shitty, im feeling so much better.
im oh so glad i found out some of the things i did.
fucking discusting.
this weeek will be very busy. monday- wintergaurd tuesday-nhs thing wednesday-wintergaurd thursday-concert.
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[30 Nov 2004|06:20pm] |
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well hope everyone had a happy turkey day :)
mine was okay had to march in the parade this year again but we won best band lol. played spagettios. haha. the day after me and my mom were one of the phycho people out shopping...dont remember what i else ive been up to. worked alot lately.
my mom wants to move at the end of this year and she asked me if i would really be upset if i didnt stay at fraser for my senior year.
i do want to finish my last year of high school with my friends but it could be a good change to go to a new school. i really dont know.
ahh i want to be at the static lullaby concert right now.
i have to add this i found it too awesome:
( You don't do it on purpose but you make me shake... )
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| outside im trying, inside im dying... |
[22 Nov 2004|09:43pm] |
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im not sure if anyone reads this thing anymore but i feel like updating..
you cant get by in life by treating everyone around you like crap and you cant let others treat you that way.
friends arnt supposed to just push you over. im not sitting around and letting people who are supposed to be my friends play such immature games. think about it, also consider the fact im done with this. your either there for me or your not, your choice.
well my weekend was okay. saturday had to work went to the play, went to alyshas then to my dads. dont really remember what i did on sunday. today school went by fast for a monday went to taco bell with alison then tryouts..went okay.
congrats to my cousin<3
he was only trouble and now im better off..
cheers to new beginnings<3
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| did i ever mention i love halloween? |
[31 Oct 2004|04:45pm] |
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so yesturday went to krystinas party then a bunch of people came over my house and the other party by my house was practically moved to my lawn ha it was very random and fun. i was close to getting in trouble but didnt. i remember blowing my nose on mike and amie scary off some random people lmao. oh and alysha with her ice haha. it was an intresting night lol. sry if i was a bitch to anyone. not sure what im doing yet today...Happy Halloween :)
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| tarnished hope |
[24 Oct 2004|06:57pm] |
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last weekend my sister and friends threw me a surprise bday party hah <3 i love you guys...
dont remember much from the week but this weekend was intresting...
friday had practice went to sams for bit then went to a haunted house way out in pontiac..it was pretty creepy. but i love haunted houses.
saturday i worked for like 5 hours then went over to amies and they started watching some dumb movie left and went to heathers for a while..she had a bunch of people over..then i was supposed to go the movies but we ended up not going so me and heather went over brians for a bit and then went to my dads.
huh i think history does repeat itself.
in the strangest ways too.
worked again today and now i have a bunch of math homework i have to catch up on..
( clickkkk )
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| my birthday :) |
[12 Oct 2004|04:40pm] |
yeahhh
im finally 16 :)
and i got my liscence
today was pretty good.
i have to work at 6 which sux.
but hey im legal ;) lol
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| Homecoming... |
[10 Oct 2004|09:01am] |
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so last week me sarah moe and their friend went and saw the used!! even tho we got lost in downtown detroit it was so worth it and we got to meet them too ha...
i got my car :)
and i also took my road test on friday and passed the went to the pep assembly..rev it up lol..
anyways saturday was homecoming! went to the parade and game then straight to alyshas house to get ready her aunt did my hair then we took tons of pictures (me being a dumbass left my camera at the dance) our group was big we ended up spliting up for dinner and then went to the dance. i think this dance was the best one ive been to yet...danced so much it so much was fun. i think my toe broke haha...after that went over mikes and hung around there for a while then came back to alyshas and just passed out.
i gotta get ready family birthday party thing today at my dads..
2 days till my birthday..
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[26 Sep 2004|05:38pm] |
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yesturday woke up early at eshas and then had a football game the usual stuff and we lost again...then went back over alyshas...me alysha heather mike amie ken kellie chris danielle jamie all went up to a cider mill and then just came back and hung around over there came home and got into a nice fight with my mom because she lost my work cloths and blamed it on me and then went to my dads. today had work which i dont have any hours for the rest of this week its a job im supposed to actually work at it lol...then went out to eat for my dads birthday.
im starting to really miss dance i could still sign up but i dunno.
"im just a typical white male living in detriot" haha..
2 weeks and 2 days till my birthday :D
and im almost done with divers training yeahh.
and i have a homecoming dress too.
ive been so busy this week im so tired.
and i dont feel like updating this thing anymore :)
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| look for the girl with a broken smile...she will be loved... |
[13 Sep 2004|06:10pm] |
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last weekend was pretty good...
attempted to find a homecoming dress- still looking...
today was pretty goood too...
i got my phone back same number call it :)
me and my mom have started searching for a used car now so if anyone sees anything let me know...
( some quiz... )
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| when she falls down.. |
[08 Sep 2004|08:39pm] |
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im an idiot and broke my phone.
a nice chunk of it is just hanging out.
school was nothing special today.
love when people make up shit.
had marching band practice in the rain today.
starting breaking down in the middle of it.
and now i have a huge headache.
and tons of math homework i should be doing rigth now.
and thats my shitty day.
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[06 Sep 2004|02:51pm] |
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thursday heather krista and laurie all came over for a while. oh also my first day of work which was ok.
friday we had our first football game...i had such a bad headache that day but go fraser we lost 47-7 haha anyways after the game went and spent the night at alyshas we attempted to duck tape her to the couch haha...
oh yea my dad grounded me for leaving my straigtener on all day because straightners can burn houses down. lol.
right. i got out of that one tho of course...
saturday went over sarahs house where later we went crusin with some people and got in an accident by backing into a car behind us...went and spent the night at sarahs.
sundaylet see work 1-5 which was kinda boring but not bad...then went to amies went to meijers with alysha n mike then me amie mike alan heather david kellie ken n chris all went the park and just chilled. then heather n amie spent the night at my house last night at like midnight and we all attempted to bake a cake for heather when she ruinded it by dumping butter spray in it and we attempted to save it by pouring sugar in it haha...
HAPPY SWEET 16 HEATHER!!! <333
and then they all left a little while ago and i went out to eat with my mom and sister..i think im moving back over my moms house soon? not sure tho...ok now im off to clean the mess we made in the kitchen and then im out call...
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| so long sweet summer... |
[31 Aug 2004|04:23pm] |
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Camp was deffinitly interesting...overall it was pretty fun...i think we made the lime green thong pretty well known haha :)...yesturday was the last day of summer (suran wrap haha) kinda sad i think this summer has been the best one yet i had alot of fun...things are going by so fast and soon were all gonna be busy with jobs and shit and then off to college...god im not even sure what im doing when i get outta here...but i <3 all of you guys so much june 16th...
first day of school was really good considering i hate first days usually
anyways heres my schuedual:
1. german 3-simmerson
2. intro to calc-ladson
3. forensics-obrien
4. seminar-ibrahim
5. honors english-hanley
6. concert band-rodgers
7. economics-ibrahim
8. chemistry-johnson
im done with this and im very frustrated with some crap lasdjfladsjfladsjf and my phones ringing again...
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| you think youve changed..its only wishful thinking... |
[16 Aug 2004|12:09am] |
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well today was a much better day lol...went to my grandmas where my awesome driving skills dented a gate lol ooops :)...came home and later a bunch of us went out to eat and got bitched at lol haha the pink bike kid then it ended up being me alysha heather ken mike sara amie stephanie and alan we all went driving around haha mikes a crazy driver..then alans car broke down and ken randomly decided to moon us all haha...pretty crazy day lol...came home and talked on the phone for a bit and now im here lol...
ughh i gotta wake up early tommorrow..
and ive been home for like 2 days and havent even unpaked yet...
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| i guess some promises are better left unsaid... |
[14 Aug 2004|06:51pm] |
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hmm im actually gonna write in this thing lol...
well i havent been home all week i was up north with my dad...the day before i was busy packing and shopping for school then left went to see a band played got squished and had to sit on everyones feet :p but that was a horrible day...
honeslty...i was miserable the whole week before i left.
well up north was ok...i pretty much hung out with derek kim josh dave and lauren all week...derek ran smack into the picknic table haha poor kid...haha also our stick lol...other than that just did the usualy stuff swimming and horse-back riding. yeaaa so now im back home alysha randomly picked me up went over there sara heather and amie came too...glad amies home <3
jeez now its raining again lol...
you know how somethings happen and without realizing it they might effect you more than you think? and not how youd think either. and you realize something in your life needs to change to stop this. but at the same time you feel almost trapt?
guess im just so tired of this and no one has a clue what im saying...
ahh well im out for the night might update later if your lucky ;)<3333333
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